Purpose in His Way

God is so great and amazing that we can just not only think of Him but also experience Him with our different senses, there are no limits for God. My relationship with Him can go beyond that just a thought. Sometimes I limit Him in my ways to pursue Him were I just think that He will show Himself when I read my Bible in the morning or by a teaching or Bible lesson, not reaching a greater awareness of our God. This has drawn me into a state were I believe that my relationship with Him is superficial and that He is not around. Few days ago, I made a difficult decision were I knew I was making the right decision but I didn’t seek Him at all. I made it in my own strength even though the decision was under His fear, I know there could have been something the Lord could have shown me more in the situation. He is my Shepherd and He is in control, He takes care of me in every detail, He doesn’t want me to be alone but He gives His hand to help me out. It has been me who has denied His voice.

37 On the last day of the feast, the great day, Jesus stood up and cried out, “If anyone thirsts, let him come to me and drink. Thinking on when I finish running under the sun and it was a hard run, whatever drink is available and looks good I will take it. But not all things are good for me to recover all the minerals and nutrients I lost while running. Hearing Jesus saying this, reminds me of how often whenever my heart is uneasy about something instead of looking after Him I look for whatever is available and looks find; forgetting about Him who is always available and willing to help. Past victories can make me think that I have control over circumstances and that can look after them within my own understanding. But my need for Him hasn’t lessened at all. I need to remember WHO has done everything in my life. Whatever God approves of comes first, whatever grieves Him has to go. The Lord deserves loyalty and not a selfish heart; caught up in pride won’t allow Him to co

I have had plenty advertisements in my life by Him. He has always talked to my life through different ways and even though I have heard loud and clear, I haven’t taken the advice and decided to go my way. Jesus loves me so much that He guides in beforehand on what is going to happen, to makes us aware and tell us how we could still make a different decision. God has called me to lay down my life for Him only, He won’t take second place in my life. But somehow I have found myself with distractions and pursuing something very different to Him. My heart and life must be His, there is no other way,. Only by surrendering it all He will pour the things He has for me, but if I turn my way into setting my heart and desire in something else He can’t work in me. Why did Peter didn’t remember whenever he heard the first crow? The servant women kept recognizing him as a Jesus’ follower but his fear of death pushed him to the wrong actions. The first rooster crow is an advertisement in th

This past week I was feeling with myself disappointed. I had started the year and through January with the habit of waking up early to have a special time with the Lord and pray. As those days kept going I started to make it as a task in my check list. I was doing it because of the idea of it or just to do so, so I could prove something to God. My faith was on the ways to God, instead of actually seeking Him first into the ways. Myself was tired and desperate of the situation, but I still neglected myself to fix it. I knew I had to solve it in His presence opening my heart to Him, instead I pleased my flesh procrastinating and “resting”. Whenever I heard that Pastor Michael would come to Guatemala to do a presentation in a church of Guatemala City, I started to think in myself and see how things that I struggled in the past were starting to come back again to me. I had the thought of inviting my friends to the event, but again that fear of judgement or finger pointing started